all higher emotions have been burnt away.
i am left with
1.jealousy
2.envy
3.frustration
4.lust
5.spite
6.boredom
mostly boredom.
no guilt. no desire. no curiosity. no ambition. no hate. no hope. no possibilty of love. loving or being loved.
no principles and no values.
i carry on for one reason only. force of habit.